Full Breakdown
Susan Lucci Reflects on Grief and Healing After Husband Helmut Huber's Death
1/28/2026, 11:57:25 PM
Navigating Loss and Isolation
Susan Lucci, the renowned actress best known for her role as Erica Kane on the soap opera "All My Children," has opened up about her profound grief following the death of her husband, Helmut Huber, who passed away in March 2022 at the age of 84 after suffering a stroke. In a recent interview with People, Lucci, now 79, shared her feelings of isolation and vulnerability in the wake of her husband's passing, stating, “I was completely lost. And it’s so isolating.” She emphasized the importance of support from friends during this challenging time, expressing gratitude for those who stood by her.
A Life Together
Lucci and Huber were married for 52 years, having tied the knot in September 1969 after just eight months of dating. The couple welcomed two children, daughter Liza Huber and son Andreas Huber. Lucci fondly remembers Huber as a “classically trained chef” with a “great sense of humor,” who enjoyed activities such as skiing, golfing, and cooking European comfort food. Reflecting on her loss, Lucci remarked, “I just miss him, miss his presence, miss sharing things together, like coffee in the morning.”
The Healing Journey
In her upcoming memoir, "La Lucci," set to be released on February 3, Lucci details her journey through grief and the writing process that helped her cope. She described how her creative process often began in the middle of the night, with ideas pouring out as she kept a pen and paper by her bedside. However, she admitted that the healing process was difficult, stating, “I felt like half a person. I could hardly remember that I was an actress.” Despite these challenges, Lucci is now focused on rediscovering joy through work, travel, and time spent with family, particularly her grandchildren.
Looking Ahead
Lucci's reflections on her grief highlight the ongoing nature of loss and the importance of embracing both the joyful and painful memories of loved ones. She has also taken steps to renovate the Long Island home she shared with Huber, aiming to create a “happy place” filled with memories of her husband. As she continues to navigate her grief, Lucci remains committed to finding joy in her life again.
Verbatim Quotes
- “I was completely lost. And it’s so isolating,” — Susan Lucci
- “Everything. It's hard to say one thing. I just miss him, miss his presence, miss sharing things together, like coffee in the morning.” — Susan Lucci
- “I could hardly remember that I was an actress.” — Susan Lucci
- “I am looking for joy again,” — Susan Lucci
Through her candid reflections, Susan Lucci not only honors her late husband but also offers insight into the complexities of grief and the journey toward healing.
