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Nicole Kidman Reflects on Her Mother's Death and Its Impact on Her Life
4/19/2026, 8:35:51 AM
Tragic Timing at the Venice Film Festival
During the HISTORYTalks 2026 event, actress Nicole Kidman shared a poignant account of the moment she learned about her mother Janelle Kidman's death. This occurred just before she was set to accept the Best Actress award for her role in "Babygirl" at the Venice Film Festival in September 2024. Kidman recounted the harrowing experience, stating, “I was about to go on stage, and I found out that my mother had passed. I went right back to the room in Venice, was getting into bed, and I was completely devastated.” Alone in a foreign city, she struggled with the emotional weight of her loss, reflecting on her mother’s significant role in her life.
Navigating Grief Alone
Kidman described her immediate reaction to the news, highlighting her feelings of isolation. “I remember getting into a boat in the canal, literally at night trying to find my way to the airport, and then turning around going, ‘I can’t even do this,’” she recalled. This contrast between a career milestone and profound personal loss left her feeling disoriented. She emphasized the depth of her connection with her mother, stating, “She was so much a part of my existence,” which made the moment particularly difficult to process.
Resilience Through Loss
Reflecting on her experience, Kidman articulated how this tragedy reinforced her resilience. She noted, “That’s when I know I’m resilient. I can survive pretty much anything.” Her mother’s influence on her life and career was profound; Janelle Kidman encouraged her daughters to pursue their dreams, despite her own sacrifices. Kidman remarked, “Mom didn’t necessarily get the career that she wanted, but she was determined that her daughters would have opportunities that were equal.”
A New Path as a Death Doula
Two years after her mother's passing, Kidman expressed her desire to become a death doula, a role she believes could provide essential support during end-of-life experiences. She explained, “As my mother was passing, she was lonely, and there was only so much the family could provide.” This reflection on her mother’s final days motivated her to explore how to offer comfort and care to others in similar situations.
Official Statements & Responses
Kidman has often credited her mother for her professional success, stating, “That’s given me my life. And she gave me my life, she and my dad.” Her remarks during the HISTORYTalks event highlighted the generational impact of her mother’s support and the sacrifices made by her parents, which shaped her career and personal outlook.
Upcoming Projects and Continued Influence
In addition to her personal reflections, Kidman is actively involved in various projects, including the sequel to "Practical Magic" and new series on Apple TV+ and Prime Video. Her participation in the HISTORYTalks series underscores her role as a leader in the entertainment industry, as she continues to navigate life’s challenges while honoring her mother’s legacy.
Verbatim Quotes
- “I was about to go out on stage, and I found out that my mother had passed,” — Nicole Kidman
- “She was so much a part of my existence.” — Nicole Kidman
- “I say that’s when I know I’m resilient.” — Nicole Kidman
- “Mom didn’t necessarily get the career that she wanted, but she was determined that her daughters would have opportunities that were equal,” — Nicole Kidman
- “As my mother was passing, she was lonely, and there was only so much the family could provide,” — Nicole Kidman
- “That’s given me my life. And she gave me my life, she and my dad.” — Nicole Kidman
